i swear all my blogs are depressing?

i just want someone to hold me, kiss me, and tell me how much they care about me.
i want to love someone that loves me back,
i'm sick of loving you and being used by you,
sick of it..
so why cant i get over you :\
i know it wont happen agian,
so why acnt i move on?
everytime i talk to you i fall more and more in love with you.
your such a fuckface.
why do i bother?
why do i try and make myself look extra nice for you?
what have you dont for me :\.
made me fucking love you.
prick );
tbh, i'd rather get over you than be with you.
i've gone past that stage.
all i want to do is get over you
so why cant i..\:
fucksakeeeeee.
i dont even know what to write tbh.

'I wanted to believe you loved me, I wanted to believe you felt the same way, I wanted to stop hurting, now all i want is to move on.
what is it that i do so fucking wrong i can't get a decent boy :\?
will someone just fucking tell me what i keep doing wrong.
:'( :'(